Spice it up
That’s how all women should feel about their body.
She has the biggest tits man
nice people are rare we must protect them at all costs
if someone’s happy doing their strange weird thing and they’re not hurting anybody then that’s really awesome and you should just let them be and maybe even be glad for them
so many people are scared shitless to show anybody what makes them happy or excited because there are so many people eager to point and laugh
I want to run. I want to cry. I’m holding it back so bad. I want to scream. I ‘m just so stressed right now. I don’t know. It’s just all so stressful and it’s all hitting me right now. I have an F in my SOC 135 class. I have a 65 in my BIO class, a 69 in my Meteorology class, and well my English grade is all right, but I still have my portfolio due tomorrow. I just finished and turned in my term paper in SOC 135 and I talked to my professor and he said that if I get a B on my paper and C on my final, at least, I can pass the class. I need higher than a D in BIO because it’s towards my major, and I need a C at least on my Meteorology final. I’m really bad at exams and like Idk. Everyone thinks I’m this smart and perfect girl and I can’t do it. I’m just so stressed and tired. I want to cry or scream so bad rn. I’m supposed to sign up for classes tomorrow, but I already took my GE’s and all my major classes are full. I have a chance to get 1 class towards my major but it only has 2 spots left and I sign up for classes in the afternoon. I have two GE’s that can also go towards my major but I already fulfilled those GE’s so it’s basically wasting my money. And even if all that goes well, I still need one more class…I just took my BIO quiz online and the computer at the library loaded wrong so it closed out instead of showing me what I got wrong so I couldn’t correct it and I really needed a good grade on that…I don’t drive so I have to wait for my sister to finish studying so we can go home. She’s just studying at school because she get to see her boyfriend and it’s the only time she gets to see her bf because my parents don’t approve of him. And then there’s Earl that I’m so far gone from. I don’t have time to think of him. To day dream of things that will ever happen. He still looks at my stories on snapchat. It doesn’t mean anything but he doesn’t have to watch them..I don’t watch his. Just so that if he ever checks who views his crap, he’ll know I don’t view his stuff. Idk, it’s not that big a deal, but it’s a huge deal for me. I have to let him go. Especially right now. And maybe he’ll have someone when I’m ready to think about him again. Or maybe he has someone right now. But I don’t have time to think about that. Everything is all a blur right now and I can’t concentrate on anything and nothing seems to be going right for me. And I know, like God’s doing this on purpose. These things happen for a reason, but Idk why. Like I’m drowning. I’m tired of crying so much. Like I hate it so bad. I just want to be happy. I know happiness is a choice but rn, it feels like I can’t be happy. I keep trying and I keep thinking positive, then something knocks me down and I keep having to get back up. Can I just, can I just lay here a while? I’m tired. And I hate it because I’m still young. I still have time to do things and explore and all that. But dang it, this year just really hit me hard and it’s just really hard for me. Last year was kind of bad seeing is that my friend liked the same guy as me and I had to listen to her talk about him to me for hours. Funny thing is, she talked to my cousin right after that, and is something weird with my other cousin now. This year, I sort of hate her… Last year, the guy from two years ago came back to me, only for a short while until his ex took him back and he broke my heart. The year before last, I had an autoimmune system disease where my hair fell out and had to get steroid injections to my skull until my hair grew back. But I overcame all of that. This year was way worse to me though…I fell for a guy I never even met. And he broke my heart. I wasted so much time on him. I still like him but I can’t think of him. My aunt, my favorite aunt died. I miss her so bad. Friends left, moved away. My little cousin has had his heart broken by my “friend” who I sort of hate right now and I don’t think I’ll love her the same. I can’t even look at her like how I used to. She’s basically a slut…My sister got a new bf, and broke up with her boyfriend of 6 years. She started talking to the other guy less than a week after she broke up with her ex. I had to make new friends to get past Earl. I haven’t talked to any new guys. I don’t care about that shit right now. I can’t. If I do, I’ll only think of Earl and he’s wrong for me. Just this whole year. There’s more stuff but I can’t concentrate because I’m listening to a good Mumford and Sons song hahaha…Broken Crown. It makes me feel angry at life rather than sad rn lol. Idk. I just needed to vent. I’m just tired. That’s all I needed to get off my chest. I’m tired.