And I’m finally gonna start practicing again!, I haven’t practiced since spring break in March. Urgh, I don’t wanna drive!, EVAR!
Thank god I didnt go into that risky business :p, sorry for this random act btdubs..
And werq started @7:30. I.am.dying. Tumblr is the only thing keeping me alive right now(‘:
I have a C in History, and my final is tomorrow, I’ve been home from work since like 1, and haven’t studied.
and my mom noticed but she didn’t seem mad. I think it’s cuz she was kinda tipsy when she saw it.
Saw the guy I had a crush on from last semester, smiled, said hi, and all he said was, “I’m late for my final”. Well peace out to you too.
How I feel after watching the series finale of Desperate Housewives.
I don’t know if it’s because I’m on my period, or because I just got into “Awkward” &keep replaying the season and Jenna’s breaking my heart over and over, or because the guy I like doesn’t text me anymore and I don’t know if I even want to take the time to like him anymore, or because I feel so lost in school and don’t even know what the heck I want for my future. But right now I feel so like crap, depressed maybe. And I feel so alone. I feel like I’m just going through the motions of life and its not taking me anywhere, or its taking me to a sucky place. I don’t like feeling like this, all I want is to be happy.
Last night, I had a dream that I was friends with Kourtney Kardashian (like wtf right) and we were just hanging out at her house (which in my dream was just a normal house, not like the Kardashian’s fancy-pantsy house), and we were laying down watching a movie, talking about when Zayn Malik was coming over. See, in my dream Kourtney was famous, as well as Zayn, and in my dream, I was super excited when I met him. Then, this guy that I used to have a crush on, or maybe I still do have a crush on him (Idk) shows up and laying next to me while me, Kourtney, and Zayn are watching some movie, and he goes, “Well, aren’t you going to kiss me?”, and it was THAT MOMENT, not hanging with Kourtney or meeting Zayn, the moment that that boy that I had/have a crush on kisses me is when I realized that I was dreaming. Then I woke up, and I was in some world where there was this mystery death that happened where me and y family was staying. I don’t really remember that dream, but it was really weird that I had a dream within a dream and that both dreams were extremely detailed, lol. Ok, time for me to have another strange dream, so GOOD NIGHT TUMBLR!!!(: